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Whats wrong with me?

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#1 · (Edited by Moderator)
Idk how to describe this anymore. Most of my "symptoms" are gone. Like I dont have that spaced out/drunk/high feeling anymore. I feel better but still SOOO wrong. I still get eye floaters here and there. I dont feel alive, or dead. Im just nothing. My emotions are still blunted and I have pretty much no memories at all. Im not able to retain information. I have no past, no future and no present. Everything is just a fact to me now. Like I know my name, where I went to school, my address, etc. . . But it has no meaning and again I have really no memories to associate myself with those things. Is this still dissociation? Even if I have no physical symptoms? Im only 18 why is this happening.
 
#2 ·
It's just time now that will make that "wrong" feeling go away. It does go away, though, don't worry about it. Your emotions may also take a while to come back but time is all it comes down to.
 
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Yup its still dissociation!
Ok good. Is it normal to just have mental dissociation? Like I dont have that spaced out feeling anymore. Its just my memory/memories are non existant and my cignotion is very very poor and I cant visualize things in my head anymore. And Im always feeling weird/off. Ive recovered a lot in many ways but these are still VERY concerning to me. Like they will never get better
 
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