Idk how to describe this anymore. Most of my "symptoms" are gone. Like I dont have that spaced out/drunk/high feeling anymore. I feel better but still SOOO wrong. I still get eye floaters here and there. I dont feel alive, or dead. Im just nothing. My emotions are still blunted and I have pretty much no memories at all. Im not able to retain information. I have no past, no future and no present. Everything is just a fact to me now. Like I know my name, where I went to school, my address, etc. . . But it has no meaning and again I have really no memories to associate myself with those things. Is this still dissociation? Even if I have no physical symptoms? Im only 18 why is this happening.
It's just time now that will make that "wrong" feeling go away. It does go away, though, don't worry about it. Your emotions may also take a while to come back but time is all it comes down to.
Ok good. Is it normal to just have mental dissociation? Like I dont have that spaced out feeling anymore. Its just my memory/memories are non existant and my cignotion is very very poor and I cant visualize things in my head anymore. And Im always feeling weird/off. Ive recovered a lot in many ways but these are still VERY concerning to me. Like they will never get better
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