but i havent been able to do this for 4 months, and it is something I loveeeee to do. and i finally said fuck it, im growing some balls and doing it, and i had a great time, didnt think about dp at all! and had moments to where i felt almost completely normal. i guess really going out and do the things i really do love really helps. oh! also went to the mall and to dinner to, and it was great. i hope this means i can soon be on my way to reocvery, if im already not!dont get me wrong, i still had my moments where i didnt reconize people, but i just said "oh well, its just my mind. they are really there, and i know and love them." and that helped wonders. but hey! im still doing great, but anyways, guess im just stopping by to say that going out and doing things can actually really help, hell yes its hard at first but it get easier. im rammbling so much, lol as always. but yeah, its 4 in the mornng so i should go to sleep. good night everyone! even though i dont personally know you guys i love you like family! im ALWAYS here if anyone needs anything. your all in my prayers. <3sorry for my grammar. lol
