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[Hope regained]

So I have begun my descent down too earth again. Stuff is coming back too me every day, and I feel like the old me again. However, there is something that stills troubles me, and that is the thought of what I lost. I been in this hell we all call DP/DR, I prefer just calling it hell, for 7 and a half year. And I calculated that I lost 2737 and a half day, 164 250 minutes, and 9 855 000 seconds. This time is only calculated when I had DP chronically, not the time I lost as a child aswell being stuck in hell for moments I can barely even remember. These 2737 days that I lost, the world have been moving around the sun, people have been born and died, other people have chased their dreams, while I was stuck in a vacuum I could not even explain too my fellow peers. Luckily, I can put the past behind me, but the memories of hell will always be with me. I hope that they will make me stronger, I know one thing for sure though. I am never going back! Never! My mind has opened up again, I finally cooperate with myself, I don¨t hide from myself, I rest in the body that I have been given. I rest and rebuild myself, too the person that I know I am, and can really be. I am moving forwards, but the road I have been walking on all these years have left me scarred, and I know I need time too heal these wounds...

[Mel anie]

Don't worry, dwell or even think about all the time that has passed. You have so, so much to look forward to!

[Fluke]

Just got to see the positive side of it mate. I mean it is depressing, I'm 19 and lost 2 years, but you know what just because i have DP doesn't mean i dont enjoy myself or have enjoyable moments. Yeah it hinders my life a lot, depending on the day month week and how I'm feeling. But i still have had some of the best times in my life despite being dp'd. Don't let it get you down, and dont stress and go over it in your head about it otherwise it could intensify your DP. Acknowledge that you're feeling better but then forget about it, and maybe you will recover.

[Depersonal Eyes]

Think about the time you did not lose, not what you lost. There is alot of time left to enjoy your life and do the things that you want to do! Thinking about wasted time wastes time.

Also, I am reluctant to say this because I do not want to trivialize your suffering, but it could have lasted longer. I am lucky that I only dealt with DP for 5ish years. And you are lucky that yours only lasted 7 1/2 years, not 10.

That means you have so much more life left to take advantage of in every positive way possible
YAY that it is finally OVER.

[noname]

And I calculated that I lost 2737 and a half day, 164 250 minutes, and 9 855 000 seconds.

more mathematics plz I love this kind of analyze ^^